so yah i'm here trying to overcome creative block which is inhibiting me from progressing with my major projects.. that are s'posed to represent my entire degree of learning at university... tough eh? why is it that when the pressure is on, ideas flow less freely and time evaporates? i can't beleive it is almost the end of the semester! i'm feeling a bit like uni is swallowing me up whole. but its not just me and that actually makes me quite happy to know that others are with me on this one. i'm really not going crazy.. no! i guess im just a little featherbrained! i just finished an assignment and its not one of those that can be done last minute.. this was planned long enough and you could perhaps plan a wedding faster. it's still warm from the printer, man i love that feeling of completion!

I learned a valuable lesson the other day... well its two lessons in one actually:

The first - Sometimes, when you think a person doesn't like you because they're "stuck up", it's because they are just as shy and weird as you are, and you're giving them the EXACT same vibe back.

The second - If you are feeling stressed out, and you let that stress make other situations more stressful, then when you are faced with a reality stressful situation you will just go insane and weird everyone out.

-----Network mainframe; =plug= in my brain and share my thoughts, my data, and my pain. Digital cosmetics promise less flesh but more plastics and the suburban housewives are new wave beauty addicts. Lost within the 001data011 stream, in the format of all medias, are my physiological, part biological, enhanced life functions that are all technological. If machines could cry they would shed a terabyte of tears in some sort of form of hexadecimal sadness. All electric flesh, and circuit of surround sound screams; all logic, bytes, and bits converge in fascination of the DiGiTaL gEnERaTiON.-----
-----Reality and imagination by cybernetic animation; motions like that of a mechanical man whisper digital whispers that are philosophical, "I think; therefore, I am". [+-- | LogON | input | shutDOWN--+] =|= [+--born | LIVE | die. --+]
Life eternal by cybernetics; more machine than man. I lost my humanity to technology but that is how I am. Virtual mode on overload, I got the viral flu. It slipped in on an access node and now I am all wazooed. Multilayered membranes and microchips keep us sane. Molecular machines feed and drain the information my cells contain. -----