I'M ENGAGED!!!! E. proposed to me last night on Christmas Eve. Wowzerz! Still in shock, I don't have many words to say.. but tons of feelings to show. Damn str8!

wowzerz! i have not written in a while eh? man oh man... there is much to be said but if only i can remember it all. :( b4 i start w/ my life, just wanted to say R.I.P Gretzky's mom. that was kinda a shock to me yesterday.. i dont know why tho, never met the woman.. saw her son once in brantford tho and that was way kewl back in the day. why was it such a shock when ppl die all the time.. i dont like talking about this stuff so im gunna stop here.

leisureness has been gr8 so far!! i havn't been in school since umm.. ummmmm hahahaha i dont remember! i've got some web design jobs here and there to do, everything is placed in line cuz for the break i have my plate full. christmas is just in a few days! i was at my bro's haus on sunday and thats when the xmas feeling started to kick in cuz there was lots of family there. blahhh as im typing this, kiko is trying to wreck his perfectly stellar toy from old navy i bought him yesterday... he's taking the stuffing outta it. he never keeps anything for long and that makes me sad--no explanation needed. my godsis was over 2day and she brought me lots of stuff from australia cuz she was in school there for a year and just got back. always nice to see someone after a whole year has passed. wanna know something funny? last night, i fell asleep w/ my ipod on.. again. i woke up and realized i was sleeping on top of it.. and the ear buds were strangling my pillow. the battery ran out and so this morning i didnt get a wake up call from it :( hmpff. the sky is kinda dark right now. i wonder if it will snow today. hmmmm according to my dashboard widget, it says its gunna snow in t.hill. oh well i dont mind cuz i dont have anywhere to drive to 2nite. last night i was at the mall w/ teddy and it was ppppaaaacked.. i feel sorry for last minute shoppers. i was done a while ago but had to pick something up for my mom. hahaha emad and i both got the same thing for our moms this year.. so as i was saying.. mall is really packed.. there are some gr8 deals out there but would u really wanna be stressed out at this time of year? nahhh cuz xmas should bring joy.. not stress!! wow ok thats my punchline (sorta) for today.. and ill end w/ that. have a stressfree christmas and as lil tim (if thats even his name in that christmas movie) would say "god bless us everyone!"

arrrrghhhhh all day i cant get that mariah song outta my head!! it's been driving me nuts. i'd rather have 'somebody told me that you have a boyfriend that looks like a girlfriend that i had in february of last year its not confidential but i've got potential rushin a rushing around.." but nooo.. i have this in my head: "i dont want alot for christmas, there is just one thing i need.. i dont care about the presents, underneath the christmas tree.. i just want u 4 my own, moooore than u could eevverr knowwww.. make my wish come truuuue... baby all i want for christmaaaasss ... iiisss uuuuuu"

ok wow.. i think typing that out helped me a bit :)

xcuse me while i find something else to do.

"you may say i'm just a dreamer, but i'm not the only one"

a few words say it all.

"life is what happens when you're busy making other plans"

a little something we can all reflect on.

last night i met up w/ the ppl i went to greece w/ this past summer. it was great to see those faces again because i was with them 24/7 for two weeks on the cruise, the other 2 weeks there were spent alone. we chit-chatted about nostalgic memories and viewed photos/videos. dinner was great, followed by personal stories being shared. i have almost 700 pictures in my collection now and do you think im happy? hehehe nope, i want more! more pictures is always good :)


2day is teddy's bday and hes turning 22! hip hip hoooray for him! im gunna try and do something special here at home because we were supposed to go 2 his work's xmas party but that got cancelled on us last minute. oh well.. we have 2morrow's xmas party to look 4ward to. im dreaming about the glorious hotel we stayed at in rhodes.

note to self: paradise is in rhodes.